the path of the divine feminine

Every year, as we get closer and closer to Leo Season, I feel pulled and called back into the path of the Divine Feminine.

This path is not gendered.

It has nothing to do with patriarchal ideas about what it means to be a woman or feminine being.

The path of the Divine Feminine is a path of love, first and foremost.

I believe that I am here to be a walking embodiment of love (and my energetic blueprint confirms this) and post-saturn return I’m feeling this call more strongly now than ever before.

When I was 17 I was struck by the bitterness I saw in the adults around me. I hated that so many people that I had looked up to were caught in ugly custody battles and spoke unkindly about people that they had once professed to love. I remember working at the local coffee and donut shop in my town and being frustrated by how shut down people could be and though I couldn’t put words to what I was experiencing (it was closed hearts) I knew that I never ever ever wanted to be on the giving or receiving end of that energy.

And I made a vow to myself that I would stay as open as possible, no matter what crazy shit life threw my way.

A year later I got ‘Always Love’ tattooed on my left foot on a whim. It was one of those moments that wasn’t well planned out but was divinely guided and years later I understand that that was my soul making sure I had a permanent and powerful reminder of the vow I had made to myself a year earlier.

I had no idea what was in store for me then.

I wasn’t tuned into my own gifts.

And I definitely didn’t know what the path of the divine feminine was - but I knew, without a doubt, that whatever purpose I was here to serve, was love and only love.

the journey

I’m going to share from my experiences here, in true 3rd line fashion. I’m not here to tell you what YOUR path is or what your relationship to the divine should look like.

I am simply sharing my experiences and the wisdom that I have gained from those experiences.

Throughout my life, ever since making that vow to myself, I have been given a thousand opportunities to close my heart.

I have been heartbroken and devastated, I have witnessed the absolute worst aspects of human behaviour, I have held space for people in their darkest moments.

I have seen what closed hearts do and I have experienced how fucking difficult it is to live in this dense 3D world with an open heart.

There have been moments on this journey where I wanted to close up shop and quit. Where I wanted to step off the path and into something easier and lighter and less difficult.

But every year, like clockwork, I am reminded of why I am here and what my true mission is.

Love. Always Always Always Love.

The Path

I believe that there are many paths to awakening and truth. I also believe that we all came here (especially those of us who resonate with the new paradigm) to bring different frequencies and gifts onto the planet. I’m surrounded by beautiful amazing beings who are walking the path of the divine masculine. This path (from my perspective, looking in) is a path of action and integrity. People who walk this path have a strong mission and they feel it intensely. They have big work to do and they know it. From my experience, these are the people who anchor the new paradigm into reality. They are making really big and bold changes. They are changing the way we see everything. They are digging in and doing the work. The path of the Divine Masculine is a path of prosperity and growth and I (because I have so much reverence for this path) have been trying to walk it myself.

Just last week I sat down with my pen and paper (this is how I talk to God) and asked about my path, I asked to be reminded of why I’m here, and specifically I wanted to know why I am so unmotivated by my work so often, even though I KNOW that it’s my gift and my mission and my purpose.

Here is what came through:

Your Purpose is to Love. To Give Love. To Receive Love. Your Purpose is to show others how close or how far they are from Love. You do this through embodiment - the closer you are to God (Universe/Love/Spirit) the closer you are to yourself. and Vice Versa. You are One. We are One. This is your path, your purpose, the sole reason you are here. So your heart needs to stay open and you must trust that you are a vessel. a lighthouse. for god consciousness. and all that is holy divine love. this is your path. this is the path of your lineage. it is everything. your biggest lesson and your biggest teacher/ing.

I’ll be honest, that’s not what I thought was going to come through (haha). And I wasn’t ready for how emotional this message would make me. I’ve always believed that being an Oracle is my path (and it is, to an extent) but in chasing impact, I’ve at times lost sight of embodiment. I’ve lost sight of the promises that my younger self made and the vows that I have tattooed onto my skin.

If you resonate with what is written above, I would imagine that the path of the Divine Feminine is your path too. Here’s what I’ve found to be true about people who are here to walk this path, to change the world in this subtle but profound way: your light is bright and it triggers the shit out of people, your heart is big and tender and sometimes people try to take advantage of that, you are sensitive and deeply compassionate, you see the good in all beings and believe in mercy, you are drawn to fairies and angels and teachings from the ascended masters, and you find it difficult to be successful in the ways we’ve been taught to create success. Personally, I have spent many nights wondering what the fuck is wrong with me because I can’t hold down a regular job or do the 9-5 or bust my ass for something, no matter how important the end goal is to me. I’ve been discovering that this path is less about what you do and more about who you are. I once met a man who was working the drive-thru at McDonalds that had such a presence of love and inner-joy that it shook me. I thought about him for days and was inspired by his lightness and ability to be happy in the mundane moments of this human experience. THAT is the effect I want to have on the world. THAT is the wisdom and the power of embodiment. So you, fellow walker of this path, may be a healer (as many of us are) but you could be doing anything with your time here. You could work in construction, you could be a CEO, a stay at home parent, anything, it doesn’t matter. This path is about who you are, the energy you embody, and the compassion you bring into this world. It has very little to do with what you “achieve” during your time here and if you keep measuring your success (especially spiritually) based on what you see as proof in the world around you, you’ll feel like something is missing.

The Blueprint

Here are some signs in your energetic blueprint (the combo of your astrology and human design) that could indicate that this is your path — if you resonate with everything mentioned above but don’t have any placements I mention below, don’t sweat. The Divine Feminine lives in EVERYTHING and you don’t need these placements to walk the path of love. There are also many people who have these placements who don’t resonate with this path, so practice discernment babes.

• Taurus Placements. Especially a Taurus Rising, Sun, Venus, or North Node. If this is your North Node you may struggle to accept this path, but that’s okay.

• Pisces Placements. Especially Rising, Sun, Venus, or NN.

• Any of the Love Gates in Human Design but ESPECIALLY gates 10, 15, 25, and 46.

• Venus-Sun Conjunction.

• Venus-North Node Aspects.

• Taurus or Libra Midheaven.

• Venus-Neptune Aspects.

• Defined G-Centre.

• 5th Line Profile.

• The big one: important planets (sun, moon, venus) between 28 degrees of Taurus and 2 degrees of Gemini.

Last Thoughts

I know that the term “Divine Feminine” has becoming triggering for so many people. I’m even beginning to feel it and have been feeling frustrated with many of the teachings that are online on this topic right now. This is why discernment is so fucking important in the New Paradigm. There will be a lot of people regurgitating information that they don’t embody and don’t understand fully. This isn’t to say that they’re doing this on purpose, or at least I don’t believe so, I think its simply a consequence of how quickly content is created and distributed. In this New Paradigm its so important that you listen to yourself first. With everything and everyone and that you don’t trust somebody else’s authority more than you trust your own.

Build your own relationship with the Divine.

And trust your inner knowing above everything else.

Love you so so so much.